My Wish vs Reality

I wish I didn't fall asleep just now. Reality: I missed the medical investigation and the Apprentice.

I wish I can go home and start a retail business. Reality: No one will support my daring idea monetarily and spiritually

I wish I don't have to endure the pain of job searching. Reality: I was standing in a long queue waiting for the darn company rep to take my resume, knowing that this was not what I wanna do.

I wish my knowledge will be utilized after I graduate, especially Java and RFID. Reality: No job No talk.

I wish I can be more hardworking. Reality: Is it just too much work? or I am still lazy? Probably the later one.

I wish I can control myself better. Reality: I am out of control. I only do what I like to do.