2005

Went to buy black forest and martini to celebrate new year. It has been a tradition in my family to celebrate new year cutting a cake. The martini part is new though. I wanted to forget about 2004 by drinking martini, my favorite alco drink.

There have been too many sad, bad, unwanted things happened in 2004. I didn't enjoy 2004 much, sadly to say...I was so pessimistic in 2004, lost my confidence. But I am going to like 2005. Why? Just a few reasons.
1. I am going to graduate.
2. I am going to find a job. If I can't get one, I don't mind going back to Asia. Nothing to lose.

In fact, if I stay in US to work, the opportunity cost is actually higher. I don't believe job experience in US is gonna help me when I start my own business in the future.

There is this very strong urge in my mind asking me to go back and start a business. The motivation is so strong that sometimes I can spend whole night analyzing a business plan without sleeping.

I was just talking to my friend. She asked me not to think so much. Well, I like to think non-academic stuff, especially business stuff. Anyway, I will try not to think too much. Secondly, I am pretty business-minded and my business-minded attitude has begun to affect the way I talk, the way I think...And sometimes, I think I hurt people during conversations. I am sorry...Happy New Year, guys!