Couldn't concentrate...My mind keeps thinking of someone...The someone...sigh...My parents always tell me to concentrate on studies first, get girlfriend later...I guess they are correct. I get distracted when I think of her...Probably she is not thinking of me at this moment. I will be very surprised if she read my blog. I never told her about my blog...hehehe...I sound so stupid. Alright...Alright...I gotta concentrate...There are so many things I need to do.

Going to London Ontario tomorrow...oh..rather today...I think my presentation is on June 1. I hope I will do well on June 1. I am going early to London later to tour around the city.

Alright folks, take care! Sign off...

Today, I spent a bit of my time tidying up my workstation (2 laptops and 2 PCs). Also, I changed my router from Linksys to Netgear wireless. I spent the dinner time watching the Indiana Jones and the temple of Doom...I watched it before, but I guess I just felt lazy to do my research work.

I am kind of sad to hear that my business proposal is going nowhere. I thought it is a good business opportunity. Sorry, I can't mention my business proposal here. Well, this is not the first time I failed in my business proposal. Am I too ambitious? Sometimes, I think I am too ambitious, especially when I am down!

I feel so down now!!! so sad!!! sigh...Why? Why? Why? Probably I should hit the sack and forget about everything

Today, I had a good chat with my friend in Shanghai about relationship and requirements. She gave me a lot of encouragement to pursue a girl. This girl is a friend of her and I. Can't put name here=) The only requirement that I probably need to work on is being a stable guy financially. Well, I guess I have to work bloody hard to be stable financially to win this girl's heart.

Is it worth working so hard just to win a girl's heart? Must I fulfill all her requirements? I don't mind fulfilling her requirement, but I do think that if she likes/loves me, she should understand I am trying my best to work hard in order to win her over. I know that there are many guys out there who are more stable than me financially. I don't know if she is patient enough to wait for me to become a successful person.

Why I like her? hmmm...Probably because we understand each other well, encourage each other in difficult times, also we know each other for since high school. Of course, she is one of the prettiest girls I have seen. I did tell her that she is pretty=). Does she like me? I have no idea. She did mention a couple of guys to me when we conversed last time, probably it is a one way feeling, huh?

Haven't blogged for ages....Too busy with classwork and research work. Since I started working in ERC, I have lost weight (which is good) but I lost quite a lof of free time too.

Today, I gave a presentation entitled "OPC Applications to the Reconfigurable Factory Testbed" in the OPC Roadshow conference in Troy. I am "arrowed" by my RFT colleagues to represent them in the presentation, since my advisor couldn't make to the conference. He was supposed to give the presentation.

The one-hour drive to Troy was not the best thing to do in the early morning. I was caught in 3 traffic jams on the way there in highway I-275N, I-696E , and I-75N. I was a bit irritated by those traffic jams due to sleep deprived. I woke up at 5 am today to practise for the presentation. I had to practise hard bcos I was going to talk to 170 industry people. The presentation went well fortunately:)

ok, I gotta take a rest now...A bit tired after a long day. Also, I gotta prepare for next round of presentation on next Tuesday in London, Ontario, Canada.