The uncertainties

Life is full of cross-junctions! At least it's true in my life. Am I just making my life more complicated than necessary? Maybe it's built-in...Can't help it. As of now, I decided to forgo my career preference and place-to-settle-down in place for someone. I made this decision a few weeks ago, but I hope I can stick to it. It's not easy for me to sacrifice for someone. In fact, this is going to be the first time I give in.

Here is the logic: I should be able to survive anywhere in the world and find a decent salary job, but I don't think I want to lose a girl whom has built a place in my heart. It's too painful to get rid of that place alone without help.

One may ask: Why not the other way round? Why can't she sacrifice her career for me?
We are both selfish.

Have I made the right decision? My heart beats faster...I need time...
Is this what people called love? Career and love...Why can't I get both at the place I want?