Why blogs

Lately, I read a lot of my friends' blogs...It seems that they talk more about what they observe, whereas I blogged more about my thoughts, my daily experiences. Does that mean that I don't observe my surroundings? Does that mean I don't really care about my surroundings? Oh well, based on numerology, my number is 1...Number one person is the don't care self-centered only want to lead type. Had a 5 minute online chat with friend from Amazon...He still wondered why I would want to go to Deutschland for a job. Well, my common generic answer with zero second delay would be for experience. Are there more answers to that question? I start pondering about that. Then he shot me with another statement that I wouldn't be able to get girlfriend till 2007 when I told him that I would head home by 2007. (Hopefully my Conti boss didn't read my blog). Should I worry about that statement? Honestly speaking, it bothers me a lot. Moreover, I am pretty choosy about getting partner. People are generally choosy already, but trust me, I am way more choosy than people in general. How many girlfriends I had so far? I can safely declare that I had none so far. What does that answer indicate? Am I stuck-up? choosy? perfectionist? or just simply not good enough in the "market"? Sometimes, I feel that I am running away from problems I can't solve....

There was a good reason why I am still single...It's the highschool 3 weeks lovestory...Let me tell you, my highschool lovestory is much more interesting that the Singapore's Teenage Textbooks story.... The 8 yrs old scar is way too deep, but I guess we have to stay positive and remember the good moments of any "adventures" we experienced.