Mask

I behave as if there is nothing happening today, like wearing a mask But actually, I got rejection by Gallup. Should I feel sad? I think I had enough of sadness last year. Why must I go through this kinda suffering? No more sadness!!! I won't give a damn to american companies. If they don't want me, fine..I will go back to Asia and show them what they have been missing.

There are so many questions floating in my mind now. The obvious question is always "What's your next move, Handiest?". I have filed paperwork for OPT. Also, I have begun to consider looking for a job in Singapore. Or even go back to Indonesia. I feel I can do more stuff in Indonesia.

Anyway, do you think I am still not good enough to get a job in US? I personally think that I am ready for a job...I am losing my patience in job hunting. Very angry now...