One week from today, I will be boarding Northwest 11 to S'pore. I am not sure if my trip back home this time is going to be a fun one. Should I just relax and enjoy my time in S'pore and Medan without having to worry about ERC work and my future?? I have been thinking about my future lately. Actually, I am more like planning rather than thinking. I haven't gotten a good night sleep this summer. Why? Too many things to think/worry about.

I wish to see a few friends in Singapore. I am not sure if they will have time to see me. Most of my friends have headed home, and this fact actually influences me to go back to Asia after my graduation next year. Should I go back to Spore/Medan next year or stay in US? Secondly, I am 90% sure that I won't pursue PhD. Well, in the first place, I am not sure if I can pass the qualification exam...I feel a bit stupid lately...Shoot, my blog writing today seems going downhill.

I have been looking at computer codes a lot lately and I don't enjoy writing programs anymore. Man...What should I do? I am not sure what specialty I have by the time I graduate next year? What distinguish me from other people? Am I worrying too much? Haiz...Wish me luck!